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Haven’t really had a lot to say recently that would be any use to my blog. Finished University for the summer which is nice but I haven’t had to much time to relax as I’ve been working on creating a website for my work. Its difficult but its been good fun.
Its in its early days but put simply – its looking good.
also got braces fitted. They’re really lame.
I found myself on Google Maps! I remember sitting on this bus thinking “hmm, thats a strange van with a million cameras attached to it.” So I’m pretty sure this is me.
Also, I found this headless lady. What the Fuck?! Google Maps is scary.
I havent posted on here in a while as I havent really had too much to say. Ive been doing okay with Uni Work but ive had to quit my Job as it wasnt flexible enough for me to balance everything.
Ive noticed recently a surge in annoying people. Seriously, I get so frustrated by people that listen to the same fucking music and dont voice there own opinion. I would prefer people to diversify and be themselves really!
My dad laughs at me for labelling a certain group of music as Generic but I am not joking! I am sick of all this bullshit popular music sounding the same. It needs to be original or do something different or just be more interesting.
Blandness & Generic Examples –
*Cough* The Kooks, McFly, Towers of London, Akon – Any RnB
A lot of people in my Uni listen to this shit. Thankfully, the people I like don’t seem to be seriously into this. I guess I do respect there opinions if they do like it though.
Its just more this mentality that I can quite explain that really frustrates me. Even the word ‘Cool’ I find slightly annoying because everyone and there Mother uses it. Maybe im just frustrated that its so hard to be original or do something new.
Pack it up, pack it in; Let me begin I came to win Battle me that’s a sin.
Please. Now.
Yep. Very busy
When I think of something to put up here, It will be up
Its a soccer riot through blackmail!
What the hell I was expecting to go in ONCE in the morning today but Im now going in on Tuesday and Wednesday!!
Ass.
Plus, on top of all of that, they are expecting the work I havent finished done by wednesday. NOT the originally set monday.
Great fucking start.
Well hello there!
Sorry its taken a good long while to show these images, Ive run into a technical problem whilst uploading. Hope to put them all on soon…
During this technical issue, I also ran into another technical problem that scared the crap out of me >>
This has happend twice now. Shit. Its seems to be okay now but, shit.
UPDATE **Glitch fixed, Photography will be up TOMORROW!!!!**
Today was one of the hardest days of my life. I felt confused and frustrated at the beginning, so to calm myself down I went down to the park and done some skating for a while.
The weather was horrible outside at that time, as It was raining so heavily. Eventually It became such a beautiful day, and I just decided to sit under a tree and listen to the calm enviornment that surrounded me.
I felt so many twisted mixed emotions that I didnt feel any particular or describable mood.
This experience has shown me that life, love and trust Is precious. I am not certain what is going to happen but I know for sure that I will always be here for the people that I love.
The cake was a lie!!
Ummm…yeah, anyways….
To be honest I did not want to go in. It was okay just a bit crowded everywhere.
but if i think about it, there were huge amounts of people. I hate people sometimes, i just want to blend into the crowd fluently and be unseen sometimes.
Everytime I enter the premises I just get in a pissed off mood as I feel restricted and disreguarded.
The quality of the work was okay overall.
I find it hard to deal with some personalities if I dont relate or find them interesting. I cannot stand to be in the same room as others if i have no connection. I feel so self centered sometimes but thats just the way it is!
Nevermind, Guitar Hero:World Tour looks sweet..
I am used to being a poor student as I have not known any different throughout my life. I do crave the ability to purchase things I want sometimes, but I remind myself that these are just materialistic things.
I do understand the greater implications having a good education can have, but it can feel dull and pointless at times.
Hello,
I havent been posting recently as my computer when BOOM and sadly died. I am currently on another computer updating you all on my situation. I have recieved a conditional offer from LCC, which is great but it is still daunting. I find it hard to believe that they would actually want me on there course, but this is because my self confidence is non-existent after this shit period! hopefully that will change.
So yes- computer dead-lcc yay(sort of). Also the final project has taken a hit because of my silly computer but I am still on track.
Oh, and one last thing. GTA4? Amazing. Simply Outstanding. In my opinion the best story a game has ever had (it reminded me of Pulp Fiction). I recommend anyone to play it who can stomach its violence…. I became addicted to it and completed it fully two days ago.
Time to get work done.
Friday was my first portfolio review in my application for the BA Illustration course at Camberwell. It was a compact application, which basically means it is an early advantage to take a place on a university of the arts degree course before the route B applications begin. I found it a sickening, nerve racking experience, as I didn’t expect to have an interview, and I was told on the morning of it that there were going to be if they were uncertain of if they wanted you in or not. I was absolutely terrified during the wait and when the list went up I looked and… no Robbie on the list. Half the class had interviews, the others didn’t.
This means either they want you or not. To have an interview means they are not sure on something.
Do I think I will get in? Probably not. Maybe its because I have no confidence in myself, but I see the other students that surround me and at times I question the quality of my work. I will find out tomorrow so whatever happens does for a reason.
Recently I have been playing a lot of ‘AudioSurf’. If you haven’t checked it out, I advise you do. Basically it’s a mixture of Guitar Hero, Rez, and Wipeout. It really is an amazing experience to race your favourite music.
One last thing, I stumbled upon a video of one of my favourite games ever – Wu-Tang: Shaolin Style. Words cannot describe the awesome-ness of this Playstation one game.
You know when something is so bad its so good?? Yep.
Continuous pressure is to be expected in life, but the way my mind works I find it hard to comprehend some of the stuff thrown at me.
Dates for the compact assessment of portfolios have been announced, and my first out of the two is next Friday. This means very little free time and tons of work!
Take me back to San Rafael.
